The guys are right..

2(1)6(2)3(1)9(3) 8(1)4(2)2(1)6(1) YOU SUCK! AND YOU'RE JUST A BASTARD!

PS: If you understand who i'm refering to, don ask why i make that comment. If you don understand who the hell that person is, don ask me who i'm refering to too.

Updates coming soon...

Was planning to update on the chalet and recent happenings... but failed to upload the chalet pics onto my comp.

So, like the title suggests... I shall update soon.. =)



Scholarships and its application are a real headache!

PS: I have not applied for one. Neither have i made up my mind on applying on one. But the thoughts of it makes me feel SIANZ! lolz.

Pig trotters updates!

My left ankle is finally ok after going for tui na. Its no longer pain though it still looks kinda swollen.

The service there was rather good i must say. Though it hurts lots when that guy "rubs" my swollen ankle, but its effective. =)


Anyway, its really funny that day. I went there and after that guy see my leg, the first thing he say was...



"I gotta draw blood from your swollen ankle before i tui na for you" OUCH!!!



lolx. The idea that came to my mind was that he's gonna use a syringe to draw my blood! But luckily he's method aren't that xi fang hua yet! lolx. What he did was use some needle like stuff to poke many holes on my ankle. Its the same needle as those that are used for blood tests. (Those that they use to poke you finger tips?) After that he used a suction pump to draw the blood out.


I got poked TWICE! Apparently the first time fail.. not much blood flow out. lolx. So.. this is how it looks like after i was poked for the 2nd time.

There are actually a few more "holes" which apparently no blood flowed out.

That guy said my blood too thick. Say i ate too much meat le. Then still say will get stroke easily when i grow old. OMG!

Now my mama forbids me to eat lots of meat! lolx.

I'm no longer a meatarian! lolx. If you know what i meant.

My right leg hurts more than my left ankle now. lolx.

SUAY 2008

My right foot has just started to recover..

And i sprained my left ankle today while playing soccer with my class..

What a nice way to end 2008.

I'm in a lousy mood.

Enough said.

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My leg is swollen! But i'll never let my mum bring me go for tui na!

I know she's worried for my leg, but i just don wish to endure the pain. Even though YT have been telling me that it wont be painful.

I really think my leg looks like pig trotters. lolx

Went for pool in the evening time with YD, ZH, ZM, YS,BH and JER. Initially teamed up with BH and was against YD and ZH. Won 5 straight games. lolx. YD is really off form plus suay today. =)

I really don think my pool skills are as good as what they says. If i were to rate myself, i think i'll score 6 or maybe 7. For a player who does not know how to use "English" and proper positioning of the cue ball, scoring a 7 would be good enough. If I'm as mad as Alan over pool, i'll be as good as he is now. =) I wished i have a pool table a home man.

Went Chong Pang for the famous nasi lemak. Was chatting about that issue with YD while on the way there. And that kinda became the topic over supper. I really appreciate what my friends have done. All those "encouragements" and "support" is more than enough. =)

I've confirmed that my guess was right. Mr L likes nat too. I kind of can see why Mr A was "accepted". No, I'm not emo. =) What's over is over. What's mine will be mine. =)

And... I'm home by 2359 today! =)

Read newspaper today. Bob is the wiiner of survivor gabon series. Ok lahz.. i must say he deserves the US$1 million award. =)I'm kinda sad that i missed the final episode on monday. Hope there's a repeat of it.

I just like watching Survivor, especially the current Gabon one. One game, 18 people with different personalities, different playing style, its indeed a show that worth watching.

Anyway, like i was saying, Bob really does deserves to win. He really impresses me by winning challenges using his knowledge of Physics. (He's a physics prof btw) For a 57 year old to win challenges isn't a easy thing. Not to mention he won the last 4 challenges in a row. And like what my sister says, at least he din lie to win the game. I think he lied twice throughout the whole game. Unlike Kenny, who has been "brainwashing" others into believing his plans. He reminds me of Mr L. =p Its a pity that Sugar did not win the game, given the fact that 1) she has the immunity idol, 2) Practically everyone trust her. However, She's too naive. =(

Ok.. enough of Survivor i think. Otherwise this post would be too boring.

Class chalet is coming up!! I hope to attend both the class chalet and the soccer match between S'pore and Vietnam as a class. But i guess its very impossible. lolx.

I really must start spending my remaining days wisely before MINDef starts "controlling" 5 out of 7 days of my week. =)

- She's not going for the gathering. Is she avoiding me? =)

Cookie!

OK. I know i just entered one post. But i really wanna post this one. lolx





My sis was baking cookies when i'm home. So i made a special request to her. To make a cookie of a pooh bear's head. And here it is... Very ugly!!! Wahaha! But its cute too. =)

Oh ya.. Special order de cookie got special ingredients. This one has lots and lots of choco chips.

PS: This is the unbaked version of the cookie. =)

Class outing @ Sentosa etc etc.

Went Sentosa today. As expected, we only managed to reach there just before noon time. Basically, today's outing wasn't very fun. lolx. Perhaps only the last part, playing "monkey" in the water was fun.

Injured my leg while playing soccer. Collided into shaun. Ok i must admit, its my fault. lolx. Its really pain while walking. Must walk for a short distance to warm up the joints first before i can walk properly. lolx. But i know my leg will hurt badly when i wake up tml.

When to the hawker centre at Harbour Front for dinner. Walk round the whole place with YT thinking of what to eat plus chatting on some stuff for 2-3 rounds and ended up not knowing what to eat. Then decided to buy carrot cake, which has a long queue. And when its finally our turn...

ME: 4plates of carrot cake.. "black one"

Auntie: Carrot cake wan liao.

DOTS DOTS.... lolx.

Reached home and realised I recieved the EAGLES award de letter. Seriously, this is the first time that i'm not proud of myself for being awarded the EAGLES award. Neither am i happy or excited over it. I think its because I din really have much ahievements in PJ that I can be proud of bah. I have forgotten when I recieved my first EAGLES award, but i knew i was very glad for my sec sch EAGLES award. The sense of satisfaction is there. I knew all my hardwork was recognised. I really got the "I deserve this award" de feeling.

It would definitely be more significant if I am able to obtain the Merit Bursary. Having studied like hell at times through this 2 years, i really do deserve the Merit Bursary man! Was very sad indeed when i realised my family household level have exceeded whatever the limit is.

Just don understand why they only have Merit Bursary for JCs. And why there's a income cap!! lolx. But suan le lahz.. I would rather trade both awards for a straight As A levels results. =p

I really gotta spend more time with my parents before i go NS. Suddenly feels like there's alot of things awaiting me to settle before the end of 2008. Shall push myself to handle them soon.

~ No more emo stuff from now on.. =)

New updates..

Ok. It has been quite some time since the last post. Time for me to update on quite a few stuff.

First thing first.. Photos of the pool. =)





Dexter taking a shot! =)



Wing Kiong's "break". You definitely wont wanna see the results of his break. lolx

Thats me! Actually i was just putting up a pose. Cos theres no ball for me to pot from wing kiong's break! =p

Funny video coming up. I bet this video will definitely make you laugh even when you're feeling sad. I've tried, and it works! =)

Anyway, its about WK taking a shot at the 10 ball and ending up potting the white cue ball instead. But.. its a nice shot! =p

Of cos, not forgetting the photos of the dinner. =)

I'm looking forward to the next dinner.. if there's still a chance for a next one.. =)


So thats it for the outing the other day. So now, next issue le.


I thought through the other night. And as i was emo-ing on the bed, the story of the boy picking seashells along the beach came to my mind. (Ok, you may not understand) It sorts of enlightens me, and now i can say, 我已经看开了。=) I read through certain things, and I realize that its PARTLY my fault for all the things that has happened. You know him better than i do... you decide. =)



Saturday went for the HUS scholarship talk at Pan Pacfic Hotel. Was very very very lonely. lolx. Cos there's practically noone that i know of over there. WK went for the morning session. Although i wasn't exactly in the mood to think about scholarship or uni stuff then, i still went, hoping to know more about what they have to offer. =)

After which, i went walking around that area. Went to many places.. even walked to Singapore flyer and the F1 pit stop.. After one day of emo-ing, i must say i really feel much better. =)


I think i really gotta find some day to settle down to think for my uni and scholarship stuff before 2008 ends. Gotta get everything done before i get enlisted. And i definitely would want to visit the Marina Barrage. Ok.. kinda random. lolx




As for today, I woke up rather early. Accompany my sis to woodlands checkpoint to buy her handphone. Luckily we went, otherwise my sis would have been cheated of more than $70. lolx. Long story..

Anyway, the phone was rather good, though its from China. Dual SIM card, 5Mega Pix camera, touch screen and can watch TV!! lolx. All for just $188. Quite worth it, especially when the phone looks rather nice too.

After that when LOT 1 to buy some clothes. Basically went for a shopping spree. Spent slightly over 100 bucks today, but i didn't pay a single cent! Wahaha. Cos its all paid by my 2 sis. So here are the clothes.




This shirt wear liao look like a shi wen guy, though my sis always say i'm not. lolx. Regreted not buying the sweater itself. Perhaps i'll return to buy someday.


Haha. The jacket can't really be seen from this pic, but its really very beng-ish and looks like those motorcyclist de jackets. But i like it very much though. Just realised that what i lack in the above photo is just a helmet. LOLX.



Going Sentosa today. Praying hard that it wont rain tml and that i'll wake up early tml! lolx.

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I guess i guessed it wrongly. Or perhaps like what eugene said, "its just short term"??
Answer unknown. Does it matter anyway? Perhaps.

Saw this on TV just now.
"You must learn to forgive and forget.. before its too late."
I guess its too late now...
All thats left for me...
is to forget.

Are you sure "its not that hard"
Are you sure that you've made the "right decision"?

Life goes on...


每一个童话故事都会有一个完美的结局。
我相信我的也不例外。=）

What a day it is.. =)

If time flies.. then the rate that human "changes" is more scary. Was chatting with Wei Shan last night. Chatted about some primary school mates. Cant believe how others have became. lolx. She told me that Zhi Xiang is now at RP dragonboat!! Big Shock man. That fair chubby guy is in dragonboat. Plus he's gotta girlfriend. Plus, his girlfriend is also from dragonboat. Plus, his girlfriend is older than him. Shocking ya? lolx. Really hope that i'll have the chance to meet up with him some day.

Woke up at 11.45am today. Kinda "chua tio". lolx. Cos supposed to meet them for pool at 12pm. lolx. Rushed down to CCK to take cab (sounds stupid ya?). Anyway, cant believe that i saw Wei Shan at Woodlands MRT platform. Was sitting opposite each other. We both kinda shocked when we saw each other.. think stared at each other for 1 or 2 secs. lolx. tai qiao le bah! lolx

Pool was really fun. Though i think i spent too much on pool plus cab fare today. Played the 3 person pool with dex and WK. Really had fun.

YT, WW and ZX joined later. Played for some time before we went for dinner at Bukit Timah Market and Food Centre. Dinner was extremely fun. REALLY! lolx. I think i never had so much fun over a dinner before. Think we quite AA over at place. Initially wanted everyone to spend 4 bucks each to buy a variety of food to share. but as expected, we went over our budget. lolx. In the end i think each of us spent 7 bucks each. Come to think of it, i think we din really buy alot of food with the money, but the experience is definitly fun.=)

Photos shall be uploaded soon. Have been trying to upload photos from my photo to the comp but din really manage to upload it. Must be i too noob liao... so cant manage to upload it. Also because there's too many photos in my photo le... which makes it real laggy when uploading. Shall update again. =)


我知道我还是放不下。
难道你真的完全放下了吗？
I'm not disappointed with you having a new bf.
I'm just disappointed because 你没有找到一个比我更疼你的人。
No matter what you think of me, i'm just going to say..
我的目的只有一个：我希望你不会受到任何的伤害。
I'll still say the same thing..
If you need my help, i'll always be there for you.

[kinda weird to write in Eng and Chi, but like you always say... ITS COOL!]

I'm just too bored!

I'm bored.

Have been trying to sleep for the past 2 hours but just cant fall asleep. Can't imagine i just rolled on the bed to and fro for 2 hour.

Nothing much to blog about today. Mainly because i woke up at close to 5pm. WK called at around 12 asking whether wanna go K Box. Felt like going, but i just can't bring myself to sacrifice my sleep. The rest of the day was basically spent watching tv and slacking.

Not sure if they're still playing soccer tml. If not, it'll be another day of rotting for me then.

Wondering if his "surprise" was successful. Msg him but no reply from him. Though I would very much like to wish him all the best in his attempt, I sometimes do have second thoughts. Lets just leave it to fate. =)

To nat...

Hey girl,

I really hope that you've found the "right one".
The one who will love you lots.
The one who will care for you no matter what.
The one who is "better than me"

All the best.

Rmb... If you need help, just give me a call and i'll be there for you.

=)


去把蝴蝶，
去寻找另一朵更适合你的花。
现在这一朵花不适合你。

Cyclical emotional changes. Haiz...

I realised.. i'm just too naive.
Too naive to believe what you've said.

I knew all along that you dont wanna come for the party.
But never did i xpect you to fake that excuse.
This is, i think, the first time that you lied to me.

I'm not at all angry with you.
I just gotta blame myself for being too naive.
Really.

Disappointed? Yes.
Sad? Yes.
Enough said i guess.


为何你每一年的十二月都要这样的对我呢？

224 days..

I've finally cleared 80% of my stuff in room and living room. Gonna continue tml.

Anyway, was tidying my photo albums and some secondary school stuff and it definitely brings back alot of memories. I miss NP! I was flipping through the NP magazine and many NP events came to my mind-- Campcraft comp, fancy drills, CCA open house, footdrill comp, NCO camp etc etc. I really miss those days. =) I'm definitely gonna find some day to read the NP mag once more.. lolx. Anyway, I've been trying to look for the fancy drill video during National Day (which i cant remember which year). Nonetheless, i'll upload it here if i manage to find it.

Saw the plastic bag of things which nat asked my mum to passed to me... which my mum did'nt inform me about it. Nothing much inside. Just some examination pad plus pooh pooh specs. But it defintely means alot to me (and perhaps for her too). I shall not say what the foolscap pad is about. I have not read through the things inside, but i knew i definitely would cry as i read through those stuff that you have written.

I've cleared some of the things that used to be significant to me. Partly because some of the things cant be kept forever (will rot/turn mouldy) and also because I don't wish to keep too much things that would remind me of our past.

Things that are thrown away:


Things that are kept:



Soccer match tml is postponed. But we're still playing within our class. Feel like pang-ing the rest. haha. Will see how again tml bahz..

If its fate that brought us together,

let fate reunite us.

If we're fated to be together,

I promise you'll see a different me.

I promise I'll accept you for who you are.

I promise I'll change.. for your sake. =)

I really hope to be able to call you 3(1)2(1)7(3) again.

I just need a break.

I just need time to be more mature.

I hope you'll see a better 3(1)3(2)2(1)7(3) in 2 years time.

Too many thoughts,

too many things to say,

but i just dont know how to.

I'm sorry.

New Blog..

Alright.. so here's my new blog.

Realized blogger has improved alot since the last time i ever blogged (which was like 2 years plus plus). At least there are more features available now.

Anyway, this blog is still not done yet.. but i will get it done asap..