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Its 0010hrs on a sunday morning, and i'm in camp doing my 2 days of duty. =) (its not allowed btw). In less than 8hrs shall be my home sweet home time. The reason i'm typing all this is just because i'm rather bored... Having spent most of the day sleeping, i doubt i can sleep easily tonight, so has been spending time reading a book. Reading books nowadays makes me sleepy. (not that they dont in the past.) And so, i'm taking a break using inet. Shall continue reading or maybe go sleep after this.


India Trip

In about 6 days time, i shall be flying to India. Its for overseas exercise... but not exactly though, since i'm not part of the combat team. I'd say its gonna be an eye-opener for me. Sometimes, it feels really weird to be in a armour formation but not at all armour trained. Hopefully this trip will expose me to the different elements of armour ops.

6 days more to my flight and i have not pack my stuff, and i'm not exactly sure what to bring over too. lol. Everthing shall turn out fine in the end (i hope).

I'm not exactly looking forward to this trip though. Partly because i do not have any idea what am i supposed to do there. Partly because i'm not going over with those people whom i know better... which would mean i will go for R&R alone. Not exactly alone though... like i say, with people whom i'm not really closed to yet.

Hope everything shall turn out fine in india. And hopefully i'll enjoy the R&R. =(

TP Test

Taken leave on mon and tues, cos tues is my driving TP test. Confident of passing? 50/50 i guess. Quite alot of things depends on luck. Hopefully i will pass, or i'll be in deep shit. lolx. Cant wait to drive around on my own. (but that sounds scary too! lol)

Undergraduate Studies

Have been looking at the possibility of studying overseas these few days. The outcome wasn't that impressive. Guess i would have to put in more effort to do up the research. But with whatever that i've done, i can conclude (or rather have concluded long ago) that an overseas education is extremely expensive and i will not have means to do it. That leaves me with 3 possibilities.
1. Bank loan (not sure if its possible/how its done etc etc)
2. Scholarships (Uncertain of which scholarship suits me)
3. Have undergrad studies in S'pore and then postgrad overseas.

Perhaps no. 3 seems more feasible. However, it wont be the best choice.


Not sure if i should go overseas to study. There's one part of me which encourages me to do so.. to do what i desires to do. But theres the other side which made me have second thoughts. Perhaps its all the uncertainties in my mind right now thats causing all these. or perhaps its just me not willing to leave my comfort zone. How i wish there will be someone who truely understands me to advise me what to do. =)

local degree vs overseas degree => is there a diff?
local edn vs overseas edn => overseas better?

The answer will arrive on a boat which will be straight upon reaching the jetty. (-.-")
But i know that i'm 99% sure that i wont go overseas ultimately because:
1. No means to finance
2. the uni dont accept me
3. its just me...