Random =)

Time check: 0059hrs.

In roughly 4 hours time, i've to force myself to wake up and prepare to leave for PLC. Gonna revisit the place which has left several wonderful memories. I'm there this time round for CCAI course. Its 3 weeks long and its gonna be physically demanding i guess. And i 100% sure that i'm not ready for it(physically and mentally).

Anyway, the reason why i'm here is because i realised i haven been blogging this week! Lame shit! lolx.

I don really have anything to post though. Just merely typing some nonsense.

Anyway, its so damn surprising that tingju sms-ed to ask for a pre u sem gathering. But they having it this tues, which means there's no way for me to join. =( Its really a long time since i last met those peeps.

I just felt like meeting many different groups of people all of the sudden. It really feels great meeting up with friends. After all that has happened, I really do cherish my friends now. =)

Time check: 0113hrs.

I'm very tired, but i still don feel like sleeping. My body clock is spoilt.

Bike license

My attempt to get myself the approval to learn civilian bike failed. I knew it would fail. Merely trying my luck, testing if there's really such a thing called miracle. Obviously it doesn't. LOL.

Perhaps I'll learn it secretly?

I just don understand why my parents don have the same thinking as me. Why don't they agree that riding a bike is much much more convenient and "logical"?

My view of "convenient" : Able to get myself to and fro camp easily. Able to obtain a bike license quickly. Its definitely faster than a car license. Furthermore, I've got the riding experience.

My dad's view of "convenient": Being able to get through a traffic jam ASAP.

DOTS DOTS DOTS!


My arguement for learning bike:
1) Its a waste after going through 1 month of bike course and not going for a civilian bike license isn't it?
2) Its the only affordable form of transport (lets just put public transport aside) for me at the current moment.
3) Can bring me to wherever i want. Can bring me to camp and even to uni next time. (A car can do the same, but you cant expect me to drive my dad's car to camp, park there for the whole day/week then drive back again ya?)
4) Even if a get myself a car license i'll just be driving the car for fun. Thats means happy then drive out go play play. My dad needs to use the car quite frequently. The only time I get to use the car is perhaps 2-4pm? and maybe 8-12midnight? (I'll still want a car license, its just that i'd like to take bike first.

My parents arguement:
1) Bike is very dangerous. I don deny it. Its a fact actually. BUT! Everything also has its own danger what. Driving a car will also get you into an accident. There's also news of cars/vans over turned and the drivers passed away ya?

2) Cars now are cheap. So can go learn and drive.
Correction: Cars are cheap-er now. Compared to bikes, they're still expensive. I can buy a 2nd hand bike at less than 2k,but not a car ya?


I want to ride a bike! And i want to own a bike!!! I know its not possible, but i still prefer to remain dreaming! =D

Should i learn to secretly? LOL.





Anyway, was listening to songs in my bunk last week, and came across James Blunt's You're Beautiful. Reminded me of someone. But... the last sentence of the song brings me back to reality. (But its time to face the truth... I will never be with you.)

Like I've said, I don't mind remaining in my dreams. =)

New PES status..

Yes, I've downgraded my PES status. To be exact, I'll be downgraded to Pes C1L3 in slightly more than a month time.


I've actually written a long long post about this issue and the reasons for the choice, but i just cant seem to express what i really think and feel deep down. The more i write, the more i feel what i wrote sounds weird and the more "confused" i get.

Forget it. Since i've made that choice, there's no point looking back and thinking if its the right choice. I know PES C life isnt for me. I know I'll regret my decision. But this is really not a suitable vocation for me. And there's no other way for me to get out.

Honestly speaking, i prefer a chiong sua life. Its such chiong sua life that we make botak guys bond, and its the same chiong sua life that will make NS memorable. I know i'll not be able to experience sure things as a "office boy". But like what i said, i wasn't really given a choice do I?

All I can do now, is to enjoy and cherish the times I'm gonna spend with my peers.


Humans are really weird creatures. When you are getting yourself dirty, sweating like mad, chiong sua-ing like nobody's business, you wished to be in a office being a clerk. When you finally get what you wanted, you would prefer sweating it out. (change all the "you"s to "I"s)

Chapter next.

I finally got my bike license. Its back to unit tml morning.



Somehow, it feels sad leaving SAFDC, or rather, having to say goodbye to my bike friends from other units.



















And this is my military license. =)



Bikees.. Bersurai!

Turn check bang check left right left... BIKEES!

LOR ASRAMA

I never expected track riding to be that fun.

Went Lor Asrama today for track riding. Was quite fun. For every 2 mins spent riding the bike, we took 5 mins break and another 15 mins finding durians or plucking rambutans! lolx.

I had a ultra mini fall on my butt while trying to pluck rambutans with my friends. I was the only one among the 3 ppl to fall!! And the worst thing is... we pulled the tree branch... it broke... but no rambutans fell! LOL.

I enjoyed myself thoroughly today! It was really fun.

Mei hao de shi guang zhong shi guo de hen kuai. Bike course is ending soon. I'll miss my bike friends from other units... really. Those are the ppl who can be true friends. (though there are quite a few weirdos there too.)

I hope everything will turn out fine on fri.


Tml shall be the day that will determine if i get to meet her. FATE... lets just leave it to fate. =)

Perhaps... it may not necessary be a curse in disguise the other day. =)


I WANNA GET MYSELF A BIKE LICENSE AND A VERY VERY COOL BIKE!!! <-- A big fat hope. =p No harm dreaming though.

Random crap

Its amazing... yet totally SCARY... how fast a person really changes.

Its either you've really changed, or that I've not known you deep enough..

A curse in disguise..

Din get to (wx)(dc)(dc) (yn)(dc)(fv) this morning. But saw (yn)(dc)(fv) this evening while waiting for the bus home.. But it was a CURSE IN DISGUISE man! WTH! LOL.

Perhaps i'm thinking too much. =)

I miss going to school everyday.. lol. (thats an indirect way of saying i don wanna "wear green")