Something (or rather quite a few things) have been lingering in my mind. But somehow, i just feel like keeping all these to myself. Its not something serious actually.
I think I've changed. Not sure if thats good though.
Anyway, my house water piped burst. lolx. And I cant go for my shower. Went to do the quiz that laoda did. Here's the results. Some are true, some not really.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. (Hmmm... LOL)You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (I wonder how true..)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. (Wahahaa... perhaps true? LOL.) The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. (NOT TRUE NOT TRUE!! I don have any admirer now!! =(... LOLX.) But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (Very True.)
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (Not really lehz... i don even know what i really want.)
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. (TRUE) Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. (Quite true) Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (MOOD SWINGS!! YES, i have it! =p)
How true? Up to you guys to judge bahz. Off to my shower! =)
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I doubt anyone can solve this. =)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
dilemma..
41 of us went for the motorbike balancing test.
17 managed to pass.
15 passed circuit route test.
And I'm one of the 15! =)
Went out to the main road today. Just imagine how scary it is to go to the main road in the afternoon when you have just passed circuit in the morning. And we'll be doing night riding tml.
First time on the road as a rider is really an eye opener yet scary experience for me. Riding/Driving on the road is COMPLETELY different from sitting in the car. Some things are just hard to explain by writing. I finally understood why people always say ma lu ru hu kou. I think they should change it to ma lu ru shi zhi da kai kou man! LOL. =)
After today's public road riding, i started thinking about whether i would dare to ride on the road if i have a civilian license now. LOL. It seems quite "stupid" for me to go through 1 month of motorbike course (which they deem is tougher than commercial course) and not go for commercial ones to get myself a civilian license. Even if i wanted to (and i really wanted to), my parents would not allow too.
Then again, here comes problem no. 2. If i have a bike license, then it does not make sense if i dont get myself a bike and start riding.
But then again, riding motorbike is really dangerous and my parents would not allow me to do so. (Dilemma no. 3)
lol. Am I thinking too much?
Anyway, saw something funny, yet sounds very realistic today. it goes like this:
--FRUSTRATIONS--
Say already also don listen
Listen already also don understand
Understand already also don do
Do already also do wrong
Wrong already also don admit
Admit already also don correct
Correct already also not happy
Not happy also don say.
sounds so true... lolx.
That thought kept recurring in my mind. Its not likely to come true though. =) (Not likely =/= impossible) LOL. I'm overly optimistic. =)
17 managed to pass.
15 passed circuit route test.
And I'm one of the 15! =)
Went out to the main road today. Just imagine how scary it is to go to the main road in the afternoon when you have just passed circuit in the morning. And we'll be doing night riding tml.
First time on the road as a rider is really an eye opener yet scary experience for me. Riding/Driving on the road is COMPLETELY different from sitting in the car. Some things are just hard to explain by writing. I finally understood why people always say ma lu ru hu kou. I think they should change it to ma lu ru shi zhi da kai kou man! LOL. =)
After today's public road riding, i started thinking about whether i would dare to ride on the road if i have a civilian license now. LOL. It seems quite "stupid" for me to go through 1 month of motorbike course (which they deem is tougher than commercial course) and not go for commercial ones to get myself a civilian license. Even if i wanted to (and i really wanted to), my parents would not allow too.
Then again, here comes problem no. 2. If i have a bike license, then it does not make sense if i dont get myself a bike and start riding.
But then again, riding motorbike is really dangerous and my parents would not allow me to do so. (Dilemma no. 3)
lol. Am I thinking too much?
Anyway, saw something funny, yet sounds very realistic today. it goes like this:
--FRUSTRATIONS--
Say already also don listen
Listen already also don understand
Understand already also don do
Do already also do wrong
Wrong already also don admit
Admit already also don correct
Correct already also not happy
Not happy also don say.
sounds so true... lolx.
That thought kept recurring in my mind. Its not likely to come true though. =) (Not likely =/= impossible) LOL. I'm overly optimistic. =)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
It has been a long long time since i last blogged. The only reason why there wasn't any new post was not because there wasn't anything to post, but rather, things aren't really going to well for me for the past 2 to 3 weeks. And i guess thats the reason for me not having the mood to blog.
I think i was really kinda suay for the past 3 weeks or so. Having to know that i've been posted to Armour as a recce at the end of the block leave wasn't such a good thing. I cant exactly say that training is tough. Neither can i say that it wasn't tough. All i can conclude after the first week there was that i wasn't suitable for that vocation. And thats exactly why i have been emo-ing for the whole of my first week there. And it really feels bad when there's nobody who will/can understand what i am going through. At times i really hope that someone will be there to listen to all my complains, or rather just listen to how i really feel and perhaps give me advice, but then again, its hard for people to really understand how i really feels and its even tougher for me to "open up" completely.
I just hope that things will end up well and everything will end SOON and in the way that i wanted it to be. I'm praying hard...
In case you are wandering why i say training was not exactly tough and not exactly un-tough, this is the reason.
The tough part is having to run a total of 23++km for the first week. This includes a 10km run on thurs, followed by IPPT test on fri morning. (How can someone perform at his optimum after the 10km run? but then again, my 2.4 timing improved by a tiny little bit.) The not so tough part is that we do get enough time for us to rest and wash up etc etc.
But then, i must still say that this vocation isn't suitable for me. And i have no reasons why was i selected (or rather dragged) into this S**T. Well, certain things i shall not reveal here..
How i wish the bike course can last longer. And yes, I'm currently learning how to ride a motocycle in Army. Sounds great? Not exactly though. But at least its something which i enjoy doing and the instructors there are really really good. Or at least they treat me SLIGHTLY better.. Thats what my friends told me. lol. (not true though. The instructors are good to most ppl.)
Sometimes i really wonder why I'm doing certain things/ why do i have to do certain things...
I think i was really kinda suay for the past 3 weeks or so. Having to know that i've been posted to Armour as a recce at the end of the block leave wasn't such a good thing. I cant exactly say that training is tough. Neither can i say that it wasn't tough. All i can conclude after the first week there was that i wasn't suitable for that vocation. And thats exactly why i have been emo-ing for the whole of my first week there. And it really feels bad when there's nobody who will/can understand what i am going through. At times i really hope that someone will be there to listen to all my complains, or rather just listen to how i really feel and perhaps give me advice, but then again, its hard for people to really understand how i really feels and its even tougher for me to "open up" completely.
I just hope that things will end up well and everything will end SOON and in the way that i wanted it to be. I'm praying hard...
In case you are wandering why i say training was not exactly tough and not exactly un-tough, this is the reason.
The tough part is having to run a total of 23++km for the first week. This includes a 10km run on thurs, followed by IPPT test on fri morning. (How can someone perform at his optimum after the 10km run? but then again, my 2.4 timing improved by a tiny little bit.) The not so tough part is that we do get enough time for us to rest and wash up etc etc.
But then, i must still say that this vocation isn't suitable for me. And i have no reasons why was i selected (or rather dragged) into this S**T. Well, certain things i shall not reveal here..
How i wish the bike course can last longer. And yes, I'm currently learning how to ride a motocycle in Army. Sounds great? Not exactly though. But at least its something which i enjoy doing and the instructors there are really really good. Or at least they treat me SLIGHTLY better.. Thats what my friends told me. lol. (not true though. The instructors are good to most ppl.)
Sometimes i really wonder why I'm doing certain things/ why do i have to do certain things...
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