Monday, February 21, 2011

Cherishing the things you have, yet not letting them limit your dreams..

I kept thinking of the things that wei lin wrote on her blog and what she said makes sense to me. And i can say i understand the way she feels. Sometimes, friends and families are the ones that are truely important to us, are the ones that we truely cherish, yet at some point in life, they are the ones who will crush your dreams, limit your dreams of achieving certain things. They may be doing this with a positive reason, yet it may not be always good. All parents do have worries for their children. But i don't think i would wanna be tied down and limit what i wish to do just because of certain thoughts of others. In life, if you don cherish the opportunities that are presented to you along the way, you may just miss that opportunity for good. And when that opportunity comes and you don take that first step, you shall never step out of that comfort zone.

I guess its all about striking a balance between achieving one's aim and managing our friends' or family's thoughts/worries/expectations. But of cos, i doubt it will stop me from "dreaming big". =)

I wish to travel to many many different places. Who don't? =)

Monday, February 14, 2011

=)

I think i need to find back the moltivation to get things going on. Felt like i lacked the self discipline to get things done. Its getting alot worse when certain things that are not pretty much within my control ain't turning out fine too.

I haven got started with my self study/revision as what i planned. Have been dragging on with the time. Overseas trips ain't getting anywhere too. No firm plans for europe or vietnam yet. Really gotta start forcing myself to be in the right gear to get things start once and for all.

There's one thing that has been on my mind these few weeks. It has been weeks and i haven gotten any replies, and that, isn't really a good news at all. In fact, the longer it drags, the more worried i am and the less confidence i have, considering the kind of confidence level that i have now in getting a positive reply. I'm not really aiming for the very best, for i know the chances are really slim (perhaps even zero). But i just wished that i can get something that can offer me more than just the bare minimum. And something that will last the full 4 years. Cant really do much now, since i've screwed it up. =(