Yes, I've downgraded my PES status. To be exact, I'll be downgraded to Pes C1L3 in slightly more than a month time.
I've actually written a long long post about this issue and the reasons for the choice, but i just cant seem to express what i really think and feel deep down. The more i write, the more i feel what i wrote sounds weird and the more "confused" i get.
Forget it. Since i've made that choice, there's no point looking back and thinking if its the right choice. I know PES C life isnt for me. I know I'll regret my decision. But this is really not a suitable vocation for me. And there's no other way for me to get out.
Honestly speaking, i prefer a chiong sua life. Its such chiong sua life that we make botak guys bond, and its the same chiong sua life that will make NS memorable. I know i'll not be able to experience sure things as a "office boy". But like what i said, i wasn't really given a choice do I?
All I can do now, is to enjoy and cherish the times I'm gonna spend with my peers.
Humans are really weird creatures. When you are getting yourself dirty, sweating like mad, chiong sua-ing like nobody's business, you wished to be in a office being a clerk. When you finally get what you wanted, you would prefer sweating it out. (change all the "you"s to "I"s)
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